FIRST, THE DISCLAIMER:

THIS PAGE IS HEAVILY UNDER CONSTRUCTION USING A METHOD AKIN TO WITTGENSTEIN'S WAY OF WORKING ON INDEX CARDS. HERE, ASSEMBLED, IS A SERIES OF PHRASES / SENTENCES / APHORISMS / PARAGRAPHS (BUT NEVER AN ESSAY) THAT WILL BE ADJUSTED AND RE-ARRANGED WHILE WORKING OUT THE PROBLEM OF MY "acquiescing to the adaptive function of delusion, the need to mythologize and invent".

THIS TEXT IS HEAVILY FLAWED ALTHOUGH OCCASIONALLY I BELIEVE THERE'S A GEM IN THERE... UNTIL I CHANGE MY MIND AND THINK ANOTHER CRINGY SECTION IS SUDDENLY PROFOUND.  ...AND THEN BACK AGAIN. THIS IS A PLACE TO WORK OUT AN IDEA THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO EXPRESS IN FLAWED, MAN-MADE LANGUAGE.

Also, I stay true to the initial impetus to put these ideas down during the Northern Hemisphere winter and pandemic lockdown of 2020. The text has been tweaked after pondering; nonetheless, the sometimes comical and often ridiculous inspirations (legos, space stations) remain fixed to their date of discovery. It ends with the war in Ukraine and before the increasing catastrophe of war in Palestine.